哥林多後書11:16-33

11:16 我再說，人不可把我看作愚妄的。縱然如此，也要把我當作愚妄人接納，叫我可以略略自誇。
11:17 我說的話不是奉主命說的，乃是像愚妄人放膽自誇；
11:18 既有好些人憑著血氣自誇，我也要自誇了。
11:19 你們既是精明人，就能甘心忍耐愚妄人。
11:20 假若有人強你們作奴僕，或侵吞你們，或擄掠你們，或侮慢你們，或打你們的臉，你們都能忍耐他。
11:21 我說這話是羞辱自己，好像我們從前是軟弱的。然而，人在何事上勇敢，（我說句愚妄話，）我也勇敢。
11:22 他們是希伯來人嗎？我也是。他們是以色列人嗎？我也是。他們是亞伯拉罕的後裔嗎？我也是。
11:23 他們是基督的僕人嗎？（我說句狂話，）我更是。我比他們多受勞苦，多下監牢，受鞭打是過重的，冒死是屢次有的。
11:24 被猶太人鞭打五次，每次四十減去一下；
11:25 被棍打了三次；被石頭打了一次；遇著船壞三次，一晝一夜在深海裡。
11:26 又屢次行遠路，遭江河的危險、盜賊的危險、同族的危險、外邦人的危險、城裡的危險、曠野的危險、海中的危險、假弟兄的危險。
11:27 受勞碌、受困苦，多次不得睡，又飢又渴，多次不得食，受寒冷，赤身露體。
11:28 除了這外面的事，還有為眾教會掛心的事，天天壓在我身上。
11:29 有誰軟弱，我不軟弱呢？有誰跌倒，我不焦急呢？
11:30 我若必須自誇，就誇那關乎我軟弱的事便了。
11:31 那永遠可稱頌之主耶穌的父上帝知道我不說謊。
11:32 在大馬士革的亞哩達王手下的提督把守大馬士革城，要捉拿我，
11:33 我就從窗戶中，在筐子裡，從城牆上被人縋下去，脫離了他的手。

¹⁶ I repeat: Let no one take me for a fool. But if you do, then tolerate me just as you would a fool, so that I may do a little boasting. ¹⁷ In this self-confident boasting I am not talking as the Lord would, but as a fool. ¹⁸ Since many are boasting in the way the world does, I too will boast. ¹⁹ You gladly put up with fools since you are so wise! ²⁰ In fact, you even put up with anyone who enslaves you or exploits you or takes advantage of you or puts on airs or slaps you in the face. ²¹ To my shame I admit that we were too weak for that!
Whatever anyone else dares to boast about—I am speaking as a fool—I also dare to boast about. ²² Are they Hebrews? So am I. Are they Israelites? So am I. Are they Abraham’s descendants? So am I. ²³ Are they servants of Christ? (I am out of my mind to talk like this.) I am more. I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. ²⁴ Five times I received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. ²⁵ Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was pelted with stones, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, ²⁶ I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my fellow Jews, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false believers. ²⁷ I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked. ²⁸ Besides everything else, I face daily the pressure of my concern for all the churches. ²⁹ Who is weak, and I do not feel weak? Who is led into sin, and I do not inwardly burn?
³⁰ If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness. ³¹ The God and Father of the Lord Jesus, who is to be praised forever, knows that I am not lying. ³² In Damascus the governor under King Aretas had the city of the Damascenes guarded in order to arrest me. ³³ But I was lowered in a basket from a window in the wall and slipped through his hands.

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    保羅將自己所遭的經歷向哥林多教會信徒表達，他沒有說上帝用神蹟拯救他，反而老老實實說到自己為信仰所受的苦，一五一十地說出來。他不怕人說自己是受到咒詛，反倒勇敢的說：「我若必須自誇，就誇那關乎我軟弱的事便了。那永遠可稱頌之主耶穌的父上帝知道我不說謊。」

    從保羅的見證中我們可以認識真正上帝的僕人是怎樣的！是不說誇大的話，也不高抬自己的成就，不說到自己多麼厲害、多麼有辦法！不像許多高抬自己，自以為是的「成功神學」牧者，說到上帝多麼賜福給他，讓他的事工多麼順利，多麼有果效，多麼造就人！

    因此，當你覺得事工推動得不順利，阻力很多、很困難做，不見得不是上帝的旨意！反而覺得很困難做、沒有什麼果效，但是內心卻不願意放棄的事工，才真得是上帝的旨意，才是真的上帝要我們做的，因為這樣的情況我們會更倚靠上帝，把榮耀歸給上帝！正如保羅為了服事上帝，反而遇到更多苦難一般！

    我不會為上帝說好話，正如保羅也不為上帝說好話，因為事奉上帝本來就是不容易的事，本來就是看不到明顯的果效，需要耐心等候與投入的事情！甚至是吃力不討好，也因為這樣有呼召很重要！